Am I Crazy?

I thought so. When I was still in jail I prayed to God and asked for some confirmation. Later that night while watching the news I learned that Hillary Clinton had just announced that she chose Kain as her running mate. That's a pretty big sign. 

So I've told this story before almost word for word on Reddit. I was pretty active on Reddit. I don't really try and hide who I am anymore. Whoever wants to read my story can read it. And everyone wants me to think I'm crazy. They just wave it all away with baseless accusations such as I'm schizophrenic or delusional. They say I need professional help. But never point to the places where my story doesn't add up. They never explain how they know. They just treat it all as coincidence. I'm not talking about atheists either. I'm talking about christians. 

I could see their lack of an argument having weight if my story was just "God said so and so I am". But my story is far more than that. I had premonitions of this woman years and years before I met her. And things got weird the moment I met her. This was before God showed up to say "hey guess what? You're one of the two witnesses". Speaking of her when I was teenager, dreaming of her when I was with Lila. Feeling her emotions as my own when I was with Kelly S. And then seeing her for the first time, it was like a scene from a movie. The deja Vu, time slowing down when I saw her at her resteraunt. All of these things happened before God said a word to me. And all these so called christians just wave it away with a single false accusation.

And then there is the fact that my story is in song of songs. This book in the bible details moments between her and I. And still the christians say I'm delusional. They say song of songs is just a metaphor for God's love for the church. Where does it say that? If it was a metaphor it would say so. It doesn't. 

When you take the bible at face value which is how you're suppose to take it then you see that song of songs is clearly a love story between two individuals. And all stories in the bible either happened or hasn't happened yet because it's prophecy. If it had already happened then we would know who these two individuals are. But we don't. So clearly it's a prophetic story. And who are the two individuals that we're expecting in the near future? The two witnesses. But I guess it's just a coincidence that my story is in song of songs, it's a coincidence that I look just like how song of songs describes me with my black wavy hair and golden brown complexion. I can't believe christians of all people would reject the book they claim to believe in. This idea that song of songs is a metaphor is something you guys just made up for no reason, but I'm the delusional one.

Theres so many reasons to believe what I say is true. That would require me to explain much more. For example how is it that Cain, a murderer is one of the two witnesses? But the only reason you so called believers can come up with for why I shouldn't be believed is a baseless false accusation. 

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